I honestly feel like she did a big disservice to woman everywhere by forgiving Jay-Z. It has even fucked me up a bit. Beyonce forgave Jay-Z for cheating on her when they were married, I can forgive my fuck-up of a ex-BF for hooking up with some two bit hoe 5 days after we broke up, right?
No!!!! No. No. No. No. No.
I should not forgive him, and you should not forgive any person who has ever done anything similar to you.
The situation has been played out so many times, so many girls have gone through the exact some thing…it downplays the entire situation and makes it seem like such a joke. Like, can I really be mad about this? Becky, Amber and Lauren’s boyfriends did the same thing, and their happy now! WTF. This story is getting so boring, and worse, its becoming the NORM.
Its like I’m the crazy one if I don’t forgive him. Somehow, after he did this shitty thing all coked out and wasted, he then realized how much I mean to him and that he can’t live without me….or did you just get caught you little fucker. I feel like if having to do something so awful and see how deeply you’ve wounded someone, is the only way you can realize how much you ‘love’ them, you may be a psycho path.
Ugh. Relationships. Can’t live with em, can’t live with out em.
People say you will eventually meet someone who would never do those things to you, who will treat you like the goddess you are…yes, those are called nice guys, I’ve met them, yawn. Those are the people who I end up hurting! WHERE IS THE BALANCE!?
Anyways, if I end up forgiving this dude who I literally already broke up with because he sucked but for some joke after he goes and confirms that he truly is the shittiest guy ever, I want him to show me all the love and cuddles, I whole heartedly blame Beyonce!