Today, I said no to sex for the first time ever. I have a beautiful boyfriend…whom for the first time in a while, tried to seduce me. But, I had to say no, and inform him that unfortunately, I was having a herpes OB at the moment.
Great.
He quickly pulled away and covered himself with the blankets. It is my first OB that we are experiencing “together”. It hurts, physically and mentally. I know it could be worse…I could be alone and have more intense symptoms…but knowing that doesn’t make me any less hurt.
I wish I was a doctor/scientist/someone with the ability to cure herpes.
Anyways, I’ve been applying tea tree oil. This is my second OB. Its definitely worse than the first, but fingers crossed it won’t last as long.
Sad face.
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